Saturday, May 9, 2009

OMG

My daughter could have been critically injured last night.
So I come upstairs @ about 7:15p because the girls are making way too much noise for my show. And at around 7:20/25 they come up here to show me tricks and for Brooke to pretty much bring the noise upstairs.
She asks if she can take Madi back downstairs, not 5 seconds later I hear thumping down the stairs. I'm afraid to look around the corner because Madi doesn't make a sound until the hit the bottom. I knew the cry meant she was alive!
And for some reason I'm about the only one freaked out!
Brooke, I think, instinctively protected my baby on their way down the 13 steps. Her knees and shoulder blade are brusied and all Madi really had was a scratched area on her back, her shoulder and maybe another lil spot were red and a bump on head appeared before bedtime.
Could have been a lot worse but the fact that it happened freaks me. I could have lost my baby last night. Brooke could have fell ontop of her. She could have snapped her neck. Broken her back. Many things could have happened. To this day, that's the biggest accident she's been involved in, ok close tie with her picking up my mothers scolding hot curling iron, and I can't handle anything worse.
I'm not assuming every other mother can. But the thought alone of her falling and doing the worst she can or running into the street, or getting into a car accident makes me sick to my stomach everytime its thought of. And that's everyday! At least once!
I kove Robert and Madisyn to death ... I cannot bare to lose them.

Seriously ....... put me in a mental institution for life if I ever lose either one. That is a serious comment!

D.D.

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