1:30p Monday afternoon

I am absolutely sick of this pain. Whatever it is, I'm done with it.
Don't know if its just Fibromyalgia or if there are other issues with my stomach, but its ridiculous. I can't ever pick up the room. I feel overwhelmed and frustrated at the pain and my almost 3 yr old that is at times ... satans child. She's sweet as pie, does something wrong ... gets something taken away ... or slapped on wrist for doing wrong like kicking or hitting me in a nonplayful matter ...... she screams bloody murder. Like the exorsist. Sometimes I just have to sit there in shock and awe at the sounds that come out of her.
She was the perfect newborn and infant. Then just over a year ago, when she started playing with her cousins and other kids more .... she's szitzo *can't spell*

I know I am not on my feel all day, that I get to sit around and do what people think is nothing. But with Fibromyalgia this is the hardest job I've ever had. The absolute hardest thing I've ever had to conquer.